Campur dan Aduk

Monday, December 27, 2010

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be

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So well, lagu ini beneran bisa ngegambarin apa yang gue rasain sekarang. Haha it's not even about falling in love or whatsoever... Gue cuma kehilangan seorang sahabat. He has been such a very good listener to me, not even worse. Gue kehilangan dia karena keegoisan gue yang secara enggak sengaja ngebuat hubungan yang dulu berjalan dengan baik jadi ancur. My bad, sorry.

If only Doraemon and his pocket were really exist, gue mungkin bakal ngelakuin segala cara buat dapetin benda tersebut. Karena apa? Karena gue pengen mengulang semua kesalahan yang pernah gue lakuin, yang secara gak langsung berefek terhadap kehidupan gue yang nantinya akan 'bersih dari noda' tersebut.

"Hey! Wake up!" ujar sebuah suara yang ngebangunin gue. Gue heran, dan kemudian ingin membuka mata tapi enggan.

Gue harus bangun dan ninggalin semua yang pernah gue sesalin.
Gue harus terima beginilah adanya, this is my capacity.
Seperti kata Gulliver di film terbarunya... "Keep pretend that you're cool with that, even though you're really not."
Seperti kata sipir Leonardo di Inception... "God loves violences. He teachs us just the way it is."
Dan terakhir, seperti yang biasa gue lakukan di Steel Mongolias... "Smile, it enhances your face value."

With being cool with that, pretending won't be so bad.

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